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Sunday, January 10, 2010

hoooooooooonesty.....

I've got to be honest.

I never really came to grips or accepted that an ex and i had split up until a little while ago.

We split up even more of a while ago. A couple of years, I guess. I've moved on in some respects and not so much in others, but overall I think I just chose to press "pause" on things when it came to where I was and who I was with. And while it took some time, well, I found and took that time and eventually I learned and I just let it go. Well, I'm done pressing pause.

And I've let go.

Funny what happens when you do.

Maybe I wasn't so bad. Maybe I was, but didn't know how to handle it. Maybe I made mistakes, but maybe you did too and maybe I wasn't the only one to blame because a failure does indeed take two.

If you've been there you know.

So for me after a time of wow... I choose to live a life of wow. And life finds a way to come back at you... to you and so that you can live it.

Live yours. I've done so. It's been amazing. I'm doing so again.

And the best thing is that you don't have to be perfect....

... You have just gotta live.

-t.