I wish I had some solutions for you you. I wish I was here telling you that I'd figured it all out - but I am finding that I, like anyone else, have no idea what this life holds. What I have learned is this:
Once you think you've figured it all out, and accepted the way things are, life comes in and steers you a different way.
Don't try to read into it. It's just what I've been thinking about lately.
Life. It's never easy. It's rarely fair. And if you try to figure it out, you'll go insane.
More soon... gotta get to the Fit. Center here... before any other residents get up and see me killing myself in the gym!
Live with PASSION! Even if you feel you can't, reach inside and find the strength.